There is a trend toward me saying goodbye to a lot of people lately. In the last year and a half, I've lived three different lives and each different and unique. School life was definitely up there in quality of life and ambitious ventures. Probably not the most successful. I'm rambling.
I've said good-byes to college buddies and they lead their own lives in the bay area. I've said my good-byes to my Germany buddies. Those were actually harder to do. We live an ocean apart and it seems like I won't be in their lives rarely if never. I had a really great time with my buddies in Germany. I was so much more open and free. I miss them a lot. Everytime I hear german or smell beer or even the slightest whiff of Bratwurst. Now I have to say goodbye again to my family and to friends that I have become re-acquainted with. There is never a good time for goodbyes.
I am insecure in my sadness. Funny.
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