Monday, March 23, 2009

When things fall.

For the last three months I have been trying to get associate producer positions at various game studios. I have sent resumes, cover letters, and even video interview DVDs. All to no avail so far. I am completely frustrated with this unemployment. I am in a purgatory of boredom and leftovers. This is my personal punishment for being too idealistic or optimistic. I am not the ideal candidate for any kind of corporate job. What am I suppose to do? I feel that any kind of knowledge is slipping away from me and the sense of dread and pessimism is creeping in. I am getting desperate now just to get any job. Being choosy isn't maybe the best option right now. I don't have the entrepreneur's will and concentration, but I have stupid idea.

It's times like these that I fucking hate life. So frustrated. It might be time to resign myself to the fact I will just have to settle for mediocrity.

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